Profile for gintoxicating

Display name
Ginny Mae 🩵
Username
@gintoxicating@transister.social
Role
admin

About gintoxicating

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wwwebsite
https://maive.dev/
signal
ginny.42
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Bio

i post for attention and affection (it's a youngest child thing): memes, tech rambles, newly acquired domain names, and short irreverent nonsense i think is funny. ymmv.

seattle based. single parent. self-unemployed after >20 years in big tech

created 1st mastodon account: 2022-12-22
found out i was a girl: 2022-12-22
(former was causal to the latter)

i don’t use ai in my writing because it capitalizes words, and also because writing is the fun part for me (you do you!)

ask me about my banger domain names!

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Recent public posts

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flirting with queers is hard work because at some point im calling them cute and loving on them and suddenly they get suspicious and start asking for reasonings and citations

like im kissing wikipedia or something

I’m surprised there aren’t chasers of people with borderline

like you can do whatever and no matter what happens it’s the borderline person’s fault. nobody sees the quiet constant abuse

just the very “sudden” meltdown when she finally breaks

work: 9 hours
sleep: 8 hours
commute: 1.5 hours
boiling pizza: 1.5 hours
hobbies: 2 hours
socializing: 4 hours
mental illnesses: 9 hours
candle shopping: 6 hours

someone with executive function please help me budget this. my family is dying.

mh(+), personal emotional growth
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i’m at a point where i have forgiven myself, and i’m kinda proud of that?

the past few weeks have been the most painful period of my life, ever. and i couldn’t handle it.

my abandonment complex profile disclaimer is not a joke or exaggeration. i also have a lot of related sensitivities from coming out and living as a person for the first time.

i opened my heart for the first time and that person chose to do the most cruel thing possible, over and over, until i was completely broken.

i need to do better, but it’s okay that I couldn’t do better in those circumstances.

my monday goal todos

1) talk to my matrix and discord and xmpp friens
2) post some gifu
3) dont leak sadness
4) try to flirt
5) ig try to do my job so I don't get fired
6) write a short story or a novel chapter
7) you (offer)

eeeeeeee I already finished #4 while writing the list,,,, good girl ginny!!

journal entry 2024-01-22

my first relationship as a trans woman has exposed some weak points in strategy and intelligence

journal entry 2024-02-02

i have learned only that past me is an underestimating bitch, and present me is a dumbfuck. saw a cool cloud today tho.