i’m at a point where i have forgiven myself, and i’m kinda proud of that?
the past few weeks have been the most painful period of my life, ever. and i couldn’t handle it.
my abandonment complex profile disclaimer is not a joke or exaggeration. i also have a lot of related sensitivities from coming out and living as a person for the first time.
i opened my heart for the first time and that person chose to do the most cruel thing possible, over and over, until i was completely broken.
i need to do better, but it’s okay that I couldn’t do better in those circumstances.
