Profile for gintoxicating
About gintoxicating
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Bio
i post for attention and affection (it's a youngest child thing): memes, tech rambles, newly acquired domain names, and short irreverent nonsense i think is funny. ymmv.
seattle based. single parent. self-unemployed after >20 years in big tech
created 1st mastodon account: 2022-12-22
found out i was a girl: 2022-12-22
(former was causal to the latter)
i don’t use ai in my writing because it capitalizes words, and also because writing is the fun part for me (you do you!)
ask me about my banger domain names!
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relationships should be like follow requests
ginny wants to date you, accept or decline
flirting with queers is hard work because at some point im calling them cute and loving on them and suddenly they get suspicious and start asking for reasonings and citations
like im kissing wikipedia or something
remember to check the 9 volt battery in your ginny so she doesn’t start beeping in the middle of the night
the Wikipedia page for weather forecasting, has a section on methodologies; one of the first ones is “Looking at the sky”
men, remember: every day you don’t wear a skirt is a day you’ll never get back
BRO do you even know who I am??
cuz im not sure who’s fronting right now thanks
i put a skirt on just to do my hrt shot
I’m surprised there aren’t chasers of people with borderline
like you can do whatever and no matter what happens it’s the borderline person’s fault. nobody sees the quiet constant abuse
just the very “sudden” meltdown when she finally breaks
attraction to GNC folks transcends sexuality
trans (0x90)
oh dang i even got unfriended on steam :blobfoxlaugh:
people really fuckin’ disappear me when they’re done lol (/hj /lu)
someone asked why my ex unfriended them:
“I can’t imagine something I have less control over. Even the weather, I can influence by driving my car too much.”
work: 9 hours
sleep: 8 hours
commute: 1.5 hours
boiling pizza: 1.5 hours
hobbies: 2 hours
socializing: 4 hours
mental illnesses: 9 hours
candle shopping: 6 hours
someone with executive function please help me budget this. my family is dying.
mh(+), personal emotional growth
i’m at a point where i have forgiven myself, and i’m kinda proud of that?
the past few weeks have been the most painful period of my life, ever. and i couldn’t handle it.
my abandonment complex profile disclaimer is not a joke or exaggeration. i also have a lot of related sensitivities from coming out and living as a person for the first time.
i opened my heart for the first time and that person chose to do the most cruel thing possible, over and over, until i was completely broken.
i need to do better, but it’s okay that I couldn’t do better in those circumstances.
my monday goal todos
1) talk to my matrix and discord and xmpp friens
2) post some gifu
3) dont leak sadness
4) try to flirt
5) ig try to do my job so I don't get fired
6) write a short story or a novel chapter
7) you (offer)
eeeeeeee I already finished #4 while writing the list,,,, good girl ginny!!
journal entry 2024-01-22
my first relationship as a trans woman has exposed some weak points in strategy and intelligence
journal entry 2024-02-02
i have learned only that past me is an underestimating bitch, and present me is a dumbfuck. saw a cool cloud today tho.
oh no don't worry he's not a chaser, he just hooks up exclusively with trans women because they're easy to emotionally manipulate and he's not very good at it
ultimate red flag: made of spiders
by continuing, you agree to waive right to litigation and resolve any disputes via a legally-binding fediverse poll
“you dont HAVE to go back to tech!”
that’s a good note, good note. i will keep that in mind, as i go back to the only thing anyone has ever paid me or valued me for