transister.social

trans (0x90)

oh dang i even got unfriended on steam :blobfoxlaugh:

people really fuckin’ disappear me when they’re done lol (/hj /lu)

someone asked why my ex unfriended them:

“I can’t imagine something I have less control over. Even the weather, I can influence by driving my car too much.”

work: 9 hours
sleep: 8 hours
commute: 1.5 hours
boiling pizza: 1.5 hours
hobbies: 2 hours
socializing: 4 hours
mental illnesses: 9 hours
candle shopping: 6 hours

someone with executive function please help me budget this. my family is dying.

my monday goal todos

1) talk to my matrix and discord and xmpp friens
2) post some gifu
3) dont leak sadness
4) try to flirt
5) ig try to do my job so I don't get fired
6) write a short story or a novel chapter
7) you (offer)

eeeeeeee I already finished #4 while writing the list,,,, good girl ginny!!

journal entry 2024-01-22

my first relationship as a trans woman has exposed some weak points in strategy and intelligence

journal entry 2024-02-02

i have learned only that past me is an underestimating bitch, and present me is a dumbfuck. saw a cool cloud today tho.

oh no don't worry he's not a chaser, he just hooks up exclusively with trans women because they're easy to emotionally manipulate and he's not very good at it

ultimate red flag: made of spiders

by continuing, you agree to waive right to litigation and resolve any disputes via a legally-binding fediverse poll

“you dont HAVE to go back to tech!”

that’s a good note, good note. i will keep that in mind, as i go back to the only thing anyone has ever paid me or valued me for

look up the memes popular one year before you were born.

those are the memes your parents seduced each other with. those memes make your parents horny.

crypto miners DNI

people need to start listening to my advice, i am very wise, and can help you avoid being a giant fucking idiot

i am not motivated in the slightest to participate in cishet society anymore

kinda proud of "go back to the kids table with the rest of the libertarians and eat your dino nuggies"

i slept 14 hours last night

my brain used this enhanced opportunity to dream I wandered around an abandoned office building looking for someone

it even thew in breaks to pee, it was a good stimulation. the light through the windows changed over time, parts of the building smelled different, lots of interactive objects (i stole a lot of pens until i got overencumbered), great frame rate.

anyway i really hope i didn't break into an office building last night, i already have enough pens and need inventory space for coffee right now

age doesn’t matter, you can die at any time

ummm got sincerely asked by someone I was flirting with if i need to be on birth control and I can't decide what followup question to ask him

had my annual review at work and my least favorite part was the 5 minutes of my manager awkwardly telling me she still thinks of me as {deadname}