Profile for gintoxicating
- Display name
- Ginny Mae 🩵
- Username
- @gintoxicating@transister.social
- Role
- admin
About gintoxicating
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- pronouns
- she/her
- wwwebsite
- https://maive.dev/
- signal
- ginny.42
- discord
- gintoxicating
- ListenBrainz
- https://listenbrainz.org/user/gintoxicating/
Bio
i post for attention and affection (it's a youngest child thing): memes, tech rambles, newly acquired domain names, and short irreverent nonsense i think is funny. ymmv.
seattle based. single parent. self-unemployed after >20 years in big tech
created 1st mastodon account: 2022-12-22
found out i was a girl: 2022-12-22
(former was causal to the latter)
i don’t use ai in my writing because it capitalizes words, and also because writing is the fun part for me (you do you!)
ask me about my banger domain names!
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mh(+), personal emotional growth
i’m at a point where i have forgiven myself, and i’m kinda proud of that?
the past few weeks have been the most painful period of my life, ever. and i couldn’t handle it.
my abandonment complex profile disclaimer is not a joke or exaggeration. i also have a lot of related sensitivities from coming out and living as a person for the first time.
i opened my heart for the first time and that person chose to do the most cruel thing possible, over and over, until i was completely broken.
i need to do better, but it’s okay that I couldn’t do better in those circumstances.
my monday goal todos
1) talk to my matrix and discord and xmpp friens
2) post some gifu
3) dont leak sadness
4) try to flirt
5) ig try to do my job so I don't get fired
6) write a short story or a novel chapter
7) you (offer)
eeeeeeee I already finished #4 while writing the list,,,, good girl ginny!!
journal entry 2024-01-22
my first relationship as a trans woman has exposed some weak points in strategy and intelligence
journal entry 2024-02-02
i have learned only that past me is an underestimating bitch, and present me is a dumbfuck. saw a cool cloud today tho.
oh no don't worry he's not a chaser, he just hooks up exclusively with trans women because they're easy to emotionally manipulate and he's not very good at it
ultimate red flag: made of spiders
by continuing, you agree to waive right to litigation and resolve any disputes via a legally-binding fediverse poll
“you dont HAVE to go back to tech!”
that’s a good note, good note. i will keep that in mind, as i go back to the only thing anyone has ever paid me or valued me for
look up the memes popular one year before you were born.
those are the memes your parents seduced each other with. those memes make your parents horny.
crypto miners DNI
people need to start listening to my advice, i am very wise, and can help you avoid being a giant fucking idiot
i am not motivated in the slightest to participate in cishet society anymore
kinda proud of "go back to the kids table with the rest of the libertarians and eat your dino nuggies"
i slept 14 hours last night
my brain used this enhanced opportunity to dream I wandered around an abandoned office building looking for someone
it even thew in breaks to pee, it was a good stimulation. the light through the windows changed over time, parts of the building smelled different, lots of interactive objects (i stole a lot of pens until i got overencumbered), great frame rate.
anyway i really hope i didn't break into an office building last night, i already have enough pens and need inventory space for coffee right now
age doesn’t matter, you can die at any time
ummm got sincerely asked by someone I was flirting with if i need to be on birth control and I can't decide what followup question to ask him
had my annual review at work and my least favorite part was the 5 minutes of my manager awkwardly telling me she still thinks of me as {deadname}
the barista at work remembered my name
today at work, us gals chatted about shoes and designer pepper spray
"why would he do that?"
idk if I understood why men did anything they did i might still be one
work-hours ginny is emotionally fragile but i have a plan