Profile for gintoxicating
- Display name
- Ginny Mae 🩵
- Username
- @gintoxicating@transister.social
- Role
- admin
About gintoxicating
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- she/her
- wwwebsite
- https://maive.dev/
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- ginny.42
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- https://listenbrainz.org/user/gintoxicating/
Bio
i post for attention and affection (it's a youngest child thing): memes, tech rambles, newly acquired domain names, and short irreverent nonsense i think is funny. ymmv.
seattle based. single parent. self-unemployed after >20 years in big tech
created 1st mastodon account: 2022-12-22
found out i was a girl: 2022-12-22
(former was causal to the latter)
i don’t use ai in my writing because it capitalizes words, and also because writing is the fun part for me (you do you!)
ask me about my banger domain names!
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I have like 10 #domainnames centered around my deadname but fortunately I haven't accepted domain collecting is a problematic addiction so I can just get 10 more
newly being self-conscious about how i look and comparing myself to every other girl is just part of that authentic patriarchy vibe™️
#knivesout - Marta, while playing Go (a game with stones on a board), says she wants to play a beautiful game.
#GlassOnion - a puzzle in the form of a locked box with no lock
If the third movie has a sentient, malicious tree I'll know for sure.
fuck it, this is my main account now and the dumb boy account is my alt
Mental health
I wonder which will happen first: I come out or someone realizes something is up because I'm not miserable and just slowly waiting to die.
I still blame all my absurd Costco returns on my ex-wife.
"Dunno man after three years she just said these pans gotta go. Women, amirite? How's your experience of the patriarchy going, pretty nice, that's good, me too, penises and all that, tip top cherrio" *tips tophat while walking away with my Costco cash card*
(I did actually say cherrio once so I had to move closer to a different Costco)
rapid onset gender euphoria
Fuck me, I'm kinda thinking I stayed with a girlfriend too long because she'd always just call me "babe" and it was just feminine enough to feel nice.
I need to go back to sleep and therapy
it's weird to be middle aged and 4 days old at the same time.
I follow awesome people because like 10 of y'all retooted "you're officially a cutie" and it keeps showing up in my feed again and making me smile.
Some bullshit story about an ex but also Twitter
A late realization that leaving the birdsite also means I stopped following my ex and my "friends" that broke us up and stopped talking to me.
Later I was going to ask one to be in my wedding because I haven't ever had a good friend and I didn't know what a bad one looks like.
Dunno if this is a result of #autism or my #dismorphia or something else but I also didn't find it odd my ex didn't introduce me to her family in the 5 years we dated!
The #GlassOnion needed a better editor.
In #knivesout every beat is relevant and provides important, though sometimes misleading, detail. It's an astonishingly intentional movie.
I'm Glass Onion, not so much. The first 10 minutes could be dropped entirely and the next 15 minutes are mostly redundant.
Yes, yes, yes it does get good after that, fine.
I know it's wrong to paint with a broad brush, but trans girls seem to love punny jokes and no-real-purpose websites.
I don't know how it could have taken me this long to find my people.
Transling, mental health stuff
The critical voice in my head still occasionally tries to pull the old "why the hell are YOU so happy, huh?"
I have an answer now, though.
I get to be a girl. I get to be me!
☺️🥰🏳️⚧️
As a Twitter escapee on Mastodon I can't help but wonder constantly: why are people here so nice?
Why hasn't anyone made fun of me or yelled at me yet? Where are the people calling for the execution of people different from them?! How have I not been called a filthy child molester ONCE?
Like, my perspective on humanity has improved a modest amount because of y'all.
but it's still a little weird to me
TOOTS SOUNDS LIKE FARTS OKAY
face it, it's gonna have to be something else
convinced I'm going to fuck up and post on main.
it'd be far less disruptive if I post one of my stupid boy toots here
safe to assume God was never into the whole traveling for the holidays thing
compliments about my clothes or appearance never felt right. everything felt false and hollow
now daydreaming of someone saying my outfit looks cute makes me feel drunk
maybe you know the rush of a sudden life realization, where so many obvious but distant pieces... finally melt together?