transister.social

Sort of getting mentally prepared for my thanksgiving trip to visit my family…

• estranged dad, fortunately he’s out of it most of the time. He’s a Trump boy and from stories I’ve heard is probably an egg that rotted because it never cracked

• troll conservative brother, who is generally not badly intentioned but see the first part of this sentence

• (possibly) my estranged brother who I hear recently bought a tesla 🙄. When I came out he asked me if I was sure given how dangerous it is (iirc something along the lines of the only type of people more hated than trans women are Black trans women), and then never checked in on his little sister the past 3 years.

• going to NC, even in RTP, is kinda spooky

• general anxiety for my first time flying/traveling anywhere in over 2 years

• one time I saw a really big spider there, like problematically large

• “supportive cis people” (iykyk)

I’ve always seen any social media platform with a text box as a place to post 1-2 line quips and it is right now that i realize that is weird

this is a safe space for typography of all kinds

Trying to make household chores sound like sexy metaphors to trick boys into doing them/me

“sir”

absolutely love that you think male stereotypes are harmful to all genders and want to end gender norms, but I cannot bring myself to fuck a guy who does zumba I am not that evolved yet (and yeah I assumed I’d be the one doing the fucking but am I wrong)

normalize having sex with me

Idk its curious to me that getting kicked out of queer fedi has reduced the amount of transmisogyny I see

kinda want to be a bitch and this person deserves it but on the other hand I’m a nice cute good girl

The mgm lion looks like a lil bitch in silent films

conservative on bumble: i'm looking for a SERIOUS relationship ONLY, leading to GODLY MARRIAGE between a man and woman

same conservative on bumble: swipes right on the hot slutty milf tgirl wearing a powerpuff girls crop-top

same conservative on grindr: my wife hasn't slept with me since our second kid was born will u laugh at me about that and my tiny dick, i have a steam gift card

see things differently~ I don’t need to know how to install arch I need a gf who knows how to install arch

One time this guy i slept with asked me the name of my therapist and it was like whoa whoa whoa, pump the breaks my man, what level of intimacy do you think we have

I’ve somehow followed a bunch of cishet ppl over on my main and my TL there is wild its like

~ ass’t entities saying noises at each other
~ un-cw’ed horrible news
~ adorable femboy
~ some dude with 7 posts angry about, i shit you not, people should vote
~ the most autistic collection of plushies ever
~ for fuck sake are you talking sports
~ *girlc

Need to figure out an alternative to my old depression coping strategy of shaving my legs because I got laser

Gonna give dressing and accessorizing like a 12 year old tween a try, it has worked before

One day I’ll post all my posts from the right account. That day is not today.

Twitch’s SUBtember celebration isn’t what I hoped

A new experience for me is simultaneously disliking someone while respecting what she does and provides for my community.

It’s hard to keep the memory of how I was personally hurt by her disdain for me separate from how much she otherwise supports trans women. And I certainly do not always succeed.

But I see how we are treated everywhere else. I see how disposable we are in so many places. I know how hard it already is to exist as a trans woman, and don’t have my head in the sand about how much harder it will continue to get.

I will always be hurt by what happened, and won’t ignore the parts of me that hold that pain. But we are all an alloy of many things and I’m trying to recognize that better.