transister.social

I didn't operate well as a cishet boy because I never caught a fish and thought "I gotta show this to some girls!"

Instead I thought "why am I out here?", and "I don't want to bother the fishes?", and ~though I didn't have the words for it yet~ "uwu"

today's mood

since coming out as trans I struggle with my old monogamous mindset., with all the choices on dating apps how can i choose just ONE person that gets to murder me

bumble is alternating between profiles like

"I'm a puppygirl looking for my owner!"
and
"I'm so quirky because my favorite food is tacos!"

he was an uwu boy
she said see you later boy
he wasn't girl enough for her

this girl alt was for escapism but now i am the girl

last electrolysis session I was in a very sad and volatile mood, and it really cheered me up. it's 28 days later and ~COINCIDENTALLY~ I'm in a sad and volatile mood again...

my dr gave me a gel I can put on beforehand to reduce the pain and before i could stop myself I just said "why?"

she just kinda shrugged and asked if I'm still in therapy

if you tack "you look happy and that is all that matters" after the end of your compliment~~ it does not count.

gonna head home and make some bad decisions :smiling_angel_devil:

a while back i took a writing class; the teacher's feedback was basically "you have your own custom build of crazy, you should just write about that"

oh my god they weren't joking
every boy is holding a fish

omg fuck shit ass and balls

just came out publicly
just blasted it out on main

gonna go hide now
but at least i get to hide as a girl!

:trans_ghost:

been reading a lot of manifestos the past couple of days and getting angry and sad

anyway y'all please say nice things about me when reporters ask if there were any signs I was planning to airdrop estradiol across the whole UK

also she told me she was pansexual a couple weeks ago, I didn't think this was news

but i guess she hadn't come out to her mom yet

from what we've talked about, she thinks pansexual means basically, "everyone can be a cutie~"

and look I'm autistic like my daughter and I get her kinda wanting a flag, I get a whole bunch of cute ones that often inform my shoe purchases

Looking for an app to track my moodiness and I think Diario should have workshopped their name a bit more

faceapp sees a girl in that picture and so do I 🩵🩷🤍

my server security strategy is using hostnames like Celeste and dokidoki, hoping any catgirl hacking me will patch the security vulnerability and maybe then since we are both eepy we take a nap together. I probably bite her a bit. :blobfoxnomcat:

wait, I should just post my design doc

fine i'll just learn rust and make my own damn guestbook and web counter

"Well good news, you don't need any voice training for your scream" ~sister, after someone walked in on me in the bathroom :verified_trans: